Earlier this year, upon returning from a visit to Krakow in mid April I became aware of unexpressed anger/fury I kept inside all my life. I began wondering if these suppressed emotions could be contributing to my health issues. I decided to release this fury in a ritual. It felt appropriate to direct the feelings at something constructively. This coincided with a rite myself and @anton decided to do to protect the Red Kites (after local mass poisoning) and the environment at large. We decided to combine the two. We used the Dragon Rune sigil @anton drew during his summoning Storm operation. I added the external sigils in the egg surrounding the rune.
I decided to personify my suppressed feelings as a boar. The image of an angry boar in relation to ecology has been portrayed in ‘rincess Mononoke’ were Boar Gods wage a war against humans who are destroying their environment. The film explores the uneasy relationship between human civilisation and wild nature.
It so happens that for some time I feel affinity with the Boar. I learned to recognise it as another one of my animal spirits. Wild boars live in the woods close to my house in Krakow. If you go for a walk in these woods you are sure to see some dug up soil but to see the boar is rare. I only witnessed them once in my life in most peculiar circumstance. I was enjoying a warm day in the woods and my habit was to bring water pipe with me and commune with the spirit of the cannabis plant. I was just inhaling the smoke when I heard this loud tremble. I looked and saw a group of wild boar running down the hill. They were running in a line and they were very fast. It was amazing! When I visited the woods recently I was reminded of this wonderful sighting. I also learned that the Boar was a sacred animal of the Druids.
We put the rune in the middle and placed a Garuda Object and a red kite feather on both sides. Anton was drumming to my bird music. I assumed prophetic assana and let the music drive me slowly into a trance. I first became one of a wolf pack silently stalking the woods. Then as the feeing of anger grew inside I slowly became a boar and charged through he woods. I accompanied the vision by hitting the floor with my hands as if they were front legs of the animal. I let my breathing change as I went through the trance. It began slow and deep, then become shallow and fast and then back to slow again. We opened and closed the rite with meditation.
It has been well over a month since this ritual took place (last Saturday of April). I definitely feel more at ease expressing my feelings since then. Both me and Anton noticed improvements in our ability to deal with anger.
As regards the red kites, so far the person responsible for poisoning has not been found. Hopefully the Boar will protect the birds in the future.